all things bright beautiful – the transfiguration (parts i and ii) lyrics

how, how will i fight those demons today?
how will i turn them all away from here?
what will i be without them to please?
i don’t think i can shake this disease
i don’t want to wake
not yet today
my horoscope must have lied about the way
i need to balance my needs
need to find someone to please
or that i’m holding back the winds of change
i’ll have my palm read
get some drugs for my head
watch a film about the way life should be
with those perfect teeth
masculinity
with skin that feels and eyes that see
like how will i fight those demons today?
how will i turn them all away?

- all things bright beautiful lyrics