carceri – septum defect lyrics

as one whisky fades into the next
doubt becomes paranoia and antagonism turns into hate

look into the mirror
is this a man before my eyes?
stare through the dilation
and see black radiates nothing back
i can’t stop me from bleeding my life
grab hold of a sense of myself

coca eradication is a controversial stratagem
scream bl–dy murder of a precious soul
try to change me
all efforts have failed
a cyclic encounter with the best and the worst
all these years, building tension
something has to give
a burn is painful
it’s the greatest pain you’ll ever feel
gasoline ensures a transformation of slow melting
that’s most resplendent in vivifying flames

i know it reeks of arrogance
but that does not make it any less true
that i just feel life so much more than you

bolivian marching powder
overdose myself on reality
my own white trash h-ll
feverish colony where diseased thoughts thrive
i am the enemy
digging my own grave

keep burning
the good book says return to ash
keep burning
burn this beast of burden down

congenital failure
from slime we’re all conceived
honour your parents
sh-t in the womb and feel relieved
a hole in the heart
so deep it can never be filled
in nothingness we are as one

- carceri lyrics