embracing – for the angels and for me lyrics

when i can’t see what’s real and unreal
reality but a bleak memory to me
of years in sorrow and hatred
the dreams they helped me through
lifted me up from the shadows
suicide was near, but not here
in a world no one can see
only for the angels and for me
i escaped the truth and the lies
forced my soul to depart with my body
that always was sitting by a window
gazing out into that cold and rainy street
tears in eyes because of someone lost
or maybe never found
my mind was always filled with so much anger
i don’t carry that burden anymore
i’m free of feelings, but still i care
for all the ones i left behind

- embracing lyrics