Jennifer Lopez - On the Floor (Cha Cha Cha / Disco Fox) Lyrics

My name is Madison Taylor Ortiz, I'm a shy and quiet girl, never liked to leave my house but preferred to be comfort in my room with my door locked and inside my closet with the door locked.
As I'm cutting myself because of all my selfishness, I really don't know What I am doing, it's like my mind just says cut...
cut...
cut until I can start to feel the true pain come out and let my blood drip onto my carpet floor, letting it soak into a big red stain.
I hate myself, I want to die,
I will never truly have friends that will understand the pain I am feeling inside,
I will never have anything...
And sometimes I wonder...
do anyone really care about me...